Just a small update.
First off, I want to say thank you to all the support and lovely comments I got on my last journal. I assure you, I read them all and took them all to heart! But I'm really sorry for not replying to them all.
I am doing 1,000X better now. I went up to see my boyfriend during Christmas and it really helped clear the air on a lot of things. We worked a lot of things out, and I know we are stronger now more than ever because of it. Not everything with everyone was fixed, but I feel reassured and refreshed and I look forward to the future now.
I honestly don't know what happened to me for those past few months, but I know that for that time I was not myself at all. So many things were just piling up and I just went downhill so quickly and did things I never thought I would do. I know now that I will never do those things again or allow myself to get that upset.
I feel like I may try and upload something here for you guys soon! Just gotta get some ideas haha, but I am back to drawing. :3 So maybe I will post something!
Thank you guys again for being awesome.