Too Late - Rant warning

I don't care much for this drawing, so please pay no mind to it. I chose Dib for vent art because.. Well I can relate to him on several levels. I'm sorry Dib.. D:

I'm just going to sit here and type, since I don't really have anyone to talk to. I hate doing this, but I hold in my emotions so sometimes I just have to let it out in a place where I think people will listen.

Have you ever had an opportunity or something to express and you just waited too long to figure out how you would go about executing it? Or you were just so afraid of screwing up that you just put off ever doing anything until it was too late. The opportunity or time time to express yourself was gone.
Or if you do take the chance, you end up doing the wrong thing.
I guess this happened to me. In fact, it's happened too many times to count. I never express myself. XD I hate putting my emotions on someone else, even if they are very good emotions. It's just not something I am fond of.
So I sit here in silence and wait for someone to make the first move or force me to talk. And I don't know how to fix that.

Oh well... I guess I'll just stop. Otherwise, my thoughts will get all jumbled...

Oh the rainbow bracelet in the midst of the grey colours is to kind of symbolize that in a shitty situation, there is always something good. And that is how I get through life. <3 I always tell myself something good will come out of every bad situation. That seems to be a reoccurring theme in my vent art.. XD